Aba and I spent four years praying for children before we were blessed with the girls. Actually a bit longer than that but it was four years that we spent actively involved with TTC instead of just "waiting for it to happen." I spent four years praying and pleading and begging and making deals and bribing HaShem for a child. In the end he gave me three. The journey from there hasn't always been easy but its been more than I believed it could be.
I feel like we are entering a new stage now. I'm not sure if it will be more difficult since I haven't "pre-paid" these years, but I don't think so. I have very high hopes for this stage in our life.

|